Where am I going to go?

The thought of flying home from New York to nothing is disturbing...
My apartment was vacated rather quickly, but it felt like forever.
I remember it as if I still live there.
It feels like I'll wake up in my room in Hollywood, on Santa Monica Blvd & N. Hudson ave.
Sometimes I wake up confused.
I'm worried and I can't sleep.
Where am I going to go?
I found some helpful words of wisdom.
If you are feeling the same sort of pains I am feeling...
check these links out ...
6 Powerful Questions That Will Change Your Life Forever
& How To Come Home to Yourself
both links are from tinybuddha.