I feel like I'm screaming inside..

My mom says this constantly throughout the day.
It's easy to get lost in this big house with so much stuff.
My dad was diagnosed with thyroid cancer last week..
He had a tumor removed from the back of his right leg and from the top of his head yesterday for a biopsy.
He wanted me to drive him to North Hills for the appointment after we drove to Lancaster to pick up his motorcycle, I declined.
Now that he is all doped up on Morphine I have to drive him to his doctors appointment in Valencia.
Now, I feel like I'm screaming inside..
My heart is going to explode.
My sister starts drinking wine in the morning, now I see why.
My mom drinks a bottle of chardonnay every night before bed with a pill for anxiety.