Colonopin

I haven't had to take one of these tiny, sleepy time, lemonade, yummy tummys time pills in a long time.
I don't know what to do with myself.
I had a dream that I was trying to show off my tap skills, to my old co-workers at Magic Mountain.. and I couldn't.
So this morning, I drank a cup of coffee then attempted to tap..
Im a little rusty..
and I have more anxiety then have had in a long time, I keep crying, and yelling at people and acting on nervousness.
I am being so mean to everyone.
I want to take a shower, but we don't have hot water.
I bought a air purifier last night, so that I will stop getting sick?
Apparently, its really wet in here...
Where are all these flys coming from?
Perhaps its from the dead flowers, and the pile of sweaty meats in the corner.
For once in a long time, I cant eat because I am so... flustered.
Why is picking out an outfit for disneyland such a big ordeal?
It always has been...
For some reason, its like packing to go somewhere for three days.
The one day at disneyland kept me up till 5 in the morning..
I was stressed out about being fired, I couldn't find 'anything to wear' that was normal, cute and comfortable enough to wear all day at disneyland, and C: I was too excited..
So excited, that I slept in too late..and here I am now blogging.. and unable to go about my day...
Listening to: RUN by Vampire Weekend.
It has been repeating itself, but I haven't noticed a difference.